I need release

Thursday, Dec. 04, 2003 at 9:57 pm

I want to cut so much, I want to cut my arms and release all this stuff that is building up in me. Damn me why on earth did I decide to do a course that requires me to wear short sleeves. I cannot, absolutely cannot cut my arms in the way I want to. It would be far to obvious.

I am too tired for anything. I am actually exhausted. I even sound tired. My dad asked me if I was okay when I was talking to him on the phone earlier on, he said I sounded really tired. And I am, I am just shattered. 0 comments so far