Wanting Help

Saturday, Nov. 22, 2003 at 2:26 pm

Death come swallow me up why don't you? Would be easier than feeling like this. I'm feeling so depressed, why don't I just get help...because I'm scared. If I go to the doctors about it then it will be written on my medical records. Who is ever going to emply a nurse who is depressed, eating disordered and self injures? No one. I would be labelled as mentally unstable and unsuitable for the job, and children's nursing or something related to it is all I've ever wanted to do, I can't imagine not working with children, but if people knew how I really felt they might not want me working with kids. And then where would I be? ...even more depressed and hurting. 0 comments so far