Suicidal?
Monday, Jan. 19, 2004 at 10:13 pm
Why don't I just do it? I have a drawer full of pills, packets and packets of them, I keep buying them a packet or two at a time and now I have plenty. I imagine the scenario in my head and it scares me that I can think like this. I would never ever go through with it but that doesn't change the fact that I have the thoughts.I'd take the little pills, one by one and then sit and wait for them to take effect. Then I'd be here all alone and by the time anyone missed me it would all be too late. I'd be gone and all this would be over.
I can't believe that I'm thinking like this. I'm such an idiot. 0 comments so far