(7th Jan 2005)
Monday, Jan. 10, 2005 at 11:41 pm
Friday 7th January 2005.
It�s 11am, I haven�t taken my insulin yet this morning. So far I have eaten a load of stuff that isn�t gluten free and purged. My blood sugar was 14.5 this morning, my blood pressure is 110/66, my pulse 89 and my weight 156lbs. That really sucks, this is where the two opposing thought processes come in. Recovery versus the fear (and reality of) putting on weight. All I see when I look in the mirror is a huge mass of blubbery fat. I literally feel nauseous when I see myself. I recognise that I need my attitude towards myself to dramatically alter if I am gonna get better
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